Curiosity, Thoughts and Whatever...

I did something wonderful last week. It feels great to have help or give some sound advice to others. This girl that I had only know for about a month or so..........she was a contract worker attached to my company a few years back then. She is so ........not sure how to put this but weird, extremely friendly and above all bold. I mean I don't know her that well but she kept asking me for my no. and then this and that. I find it weird for a girl extremely friendly. She is not sensitive to my signals or hint that I was trying to let her know......"stay away". Anyway, I forgive her for that cause I felt perhaps this little hapless girl just wanted to chat with someone and she doesn't have many friends.

Initially ...at the beginning she stashed some apples, bottle drinks and etc on my table. She call me on my hp while she is sitting 10 feet away from me. She email me while she was right in front of me. I find all this a little weird and amusing. I kind of feel old. Perhaps I use to do that to others......maybe.......while I was a teenager........what do you called it....crush. Nevertheless, never had I experience a girl so bold and extremely friendly. Well, I did experience some crushes while I was in high school...........many girls use to give me lots of gift and etc. But.......usually I advice those girl to concentrate on their studies cause back then I wasn't interested in anyone younger. I always had a nook for older woman. Yeah.....called it fetish or whatever but I like matured woman more than young and naive girls.

Back to the story. Finally after a few email exchanges she abruptly blur out that she had some problem with her bf and he is always blaming her this and that and ....bla bla bla........u get the drift. I knew she had a bf......and heard that she practically sponsor her bf a car to drive around. However, I sense and observed that this girl .....Ms.J.....hmmm........isn't too happy with her bf then. Now its been more than 4 yrs and she is still with the bloke.......and yet she told me she's under stress and emotionally strain. I sense too that this Ms.J isn't very well educated and from a very complex family kind of background. Back then I kept telling her to finish and further her education so that she could lead a better life. After all this yrs she still not furthering her education and I am kind of disappointed. At this age and point of time most people nowadays have a decent degree and finishes with at least a diploma or degree. Its not the paper that counts but a stage where your are certify to have graduated mentally and emotionally. You grow and age with maturity.

I told her I'm not the right person she should be listening to cause I don't know her well enough nor do I want to be involve in an imminent break-up scenario. I think that was the best possible answer that I felt could portray my neutral stand. In addition, I told her my past and present story in a brief summary........on my relationship with my ex. The moral of the story is past is good but future is even better. If there was no past history there will not be a future. I am really grateful that I broke up with my ex and from there I found the love of my life......my wifey. Never had I regret nor look back to the past. I just love my wife and I don't think I would be in my present state (financially and emotionally) had I still hung on to my ex. My wifey "Just Complete Me"...............love her and always will.