I am tired and feel very down. I have lost all my freedom and the freedom to spend time with my computer, with my TV and with my car. Don't get me wrong but I love my kids. I love holding them and I love watching them sleep. I love playing with them and I love their enthusiastic and their innocence. As I was watching and observing my dad and my youngest kid, I realise the metamorphosis and the transition from a kid to an old man was very drastic. I felt vulnerable. Fear hit me. I was imagining the transition from a baby to an old man. When you are a kid, you are like a computer without the software. You learn and you try this and that. You are cute and adorable. After many years of evolution and growing up you are now installed with so many software.......experiences and also knowledge. It feels so good to be a kid...............growing up in a wonderful pamper environment and great atmosphere.
In addition, we are all genetically heralded from our parents and grandparents and etc. Therefore, just like my kid, he has some of his grandfather trait. As I look at him holding his hammer knocking on books and boxes, I wonder whether my dad or me did the same thing or not many decades ago. Did we all behave the same way as what my kid were doing now ?
We really don't realise this unique metamorphosis we are all going through but if we take the time to sit down and reflect on our past, we will know that time passes by very fast and now we are all old.
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